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Writer's pictureLouis Venter

I Have No Bandwidth: Navigating Burnout in Relationships


Burnout - man sitting at desk staring

In a quiet therapy room, I watched as Sarah and Michael sat across from me, each feeling worlds apart despite being side by side. Their story was one I had heard many times before - a relationship that began with passion and connection, now caught in a web of disconnection and frustration. But unlike other couples dealing with severe conflicts, their issues seemed to stem from an invisible force pulling them apart.


A Subtle Shift


Sarah and Michael had been together for eight years. They were a couple many admired - successful, loving, and always there for each other. But over the past year, Sarah noticed something shifting in Michael. He was more withdrawn, less engaged, and seemed to have a constant air of fatigue. It wasn't a dramatic change, nor did it arise from a specific conflict. Instead, it was a slow erosion of the energy and enthusiasm that once defined him.


As we delved into their story, it became clear that Michael was experiencing burnout, which crept in silently, eroding his sense of self and ability to connect. The demands of work, financial pressure, the unrelenting pace of life, and unresolved trauma from his past had caught up with him, leaving him depleted and emotionally exhausted.


What is burnout?


Definition and Causes:

Burnout is more than just feeling tired; it's a profound physical and emotional exhaustion caused by prolonged stress and overwhelming demands. While work is a common culprit, unresolved trauma can also contribute significantly, lingering beneath the surface and draining one's emotional resources.


Neurobiological Perspective:

Burnout affects the brain's capacity to manage stress and emotions. The constant state of fight-or-flight leaves the brain exhausted, leading to emotional numbness and difficulty concentrating. This neurological impact explains why burnout often results in a diminished need for intimacy and an increased focus on self-preservation.


Symptoms and Behaviours:

For those experiencing burnout, everyday interactions can feel overwhelming. Emotional withdrawal, reduced interest in physical intimacy, and an overwhelming sense of self-preservation become commonplace. These behaviours reflect not disinterest but a desperate attempt to conserve dwindling energy.


Spotting Burnout: Signs to Look For


It's often hard to see burnout coming, especially when life is constantly moving. But there are tell-tale signs in both yourself and your partner that could signal burnout is at play:

  • Exhaustion that lingers even after sleep.

  • Emotional withdrawal, where you or your partner seem distant or disengaged.

  • Irritability or frustration that flares over minor issues.

  • Disinterest in physical or emotional intimacy.

  • A persistent feeling of overwhelm.


Early recognition of these signs can help you address the root of the problem before it spirals further.


The Relationship Dilemma


Impact of burnout on Relationships:

For Sarah and Michael, burnout became more than just an individual struggle—it was a silent force eroding the foundation of their relationship.


Relationship-building takes energy, much like work. It requires emotional presence, communication, and connection. But when one partner is burned out, they can't give the relationship what it needs. For Sarah and Michael, burnout was like running on an empty battery. Michael had no bandwidth left—no mental or emotional capacity to give to the relationship.


In the same way that our devices slow down or stop functioning when they’re overloaded, Michael’s ability to connect with Sarah has been diminished by life's constant demands.


When someone has no bandwidth left, even small interactions, like a conversation or a simple hug, feel overwhelming. Burnout isn’t just about being tired; it’s about having nothing to give. Michael had used up all his emotional reserves trying to manage the pressures of work, life, and unresolved trauma. His focus shifted to self-preservation, leaving little space for the relationship.


When burnout leaves one partner depleted, the relationship feels the strain. This can create a cycle: the more overwhelmed Michael became, the more he withdrew to conserve what little energy he had left. Meanwhile, Sarah felt abandoned, leading to misunderstandings and a growing emotional distance.


At this point, the relationship begins to falter. Often, the person experiencing burnout struggles to communicate their suffering, thinking they are expressing their feelings when, in reality, their partner doesn't fully grasp the depth of their exhaustion. Michael's attempts to explain his fatigue came across as distant or vague, leaving Sarah feeling unsupported and confused. She didn't realise that Michael's silence was not disinterest in her but a manifestation of his burnout.


This miscommunication creates a vicious cycle. Michael felt isolated and unseen, pushing him deeper into his state of self-preservation. On the other hand, Sarah became increasingly frustrated and did not understand Michael's emotional state. She interpreted his withdrawal as a lack of commitment to the relationship, which led to her feelings of anger and irritation. This dynamic left Michael feeling even more unsupported and overwhelmed, driving them further apart.


The falling apart of the relationship during these times places even more pressure on the partner struggling with burnout. Michael, already overwhelmed by life, now faced the additional burden of feeling like he was failing Sarah. The weight of both personal and relational stress pushed him further into emotional withdrawal, leaving the relationship in a fragile state.


Holding Space: A Loving Response


Concept of Holding Space:

Holding space for a partner in burnout is an act of profound love and empathy. It involves being present, offering support without judgment, and creating a safe environment where they feel seen and understood. For Sarah, this meant acknowledging Michael's struggle and offering patience and compassion as he navigated his way through.


Practical Steps:


  1. Active Listening: Sarah learned to listen without interrupting, allowing Michael to express his feelings without fear of judgment.

  2. Validation: She validated his experiences, acknowledging his real and vital struggles.

  3. Assistance: Sarah lightened Michael's load by taking on some daily responsibilities, giving him space to recover.


Balancing Support and Self-Care


While supporting a partner through burnout is crucial, it's essential to maintain your well-being. Sarah set boundaries to ensure she wasn't depleting herself and sought guidance from therapy to navigate their challenges.


Seeking Help and Intervention


Encouragement to Seek Help:

Recognising when professional help is needed is vital - therapy, whether individual or couples, can provide tools and strategies to manage burnout and rebuild connection. For Michael, seeking therapy was crucial in understanding and addressing his burnout.


Restoring Balance:

Individuals can recover from burnout by prioritising self-care, setting realistic boundaries, and engaging in activities that replenish energy and joy. Open communication about needs and boundaries fosters mutual understanding and helps restore balance.


Burnout is not a sign of relational failure but rather an indication that one partner may be struggling with life's overwhelming demands. You can restore connection and intimacy by recognising these challenges and holding space for each other. But recovery takes time and understanding and often begins with small, intentional steps.


Navigating burnout in relationships - practical steps to recovery

Stay tuned for my next article, where I'll share practical steps to recover from burnout and rebuild emotional connection in your relationship. I'll also include a questionnaire to help you and your partner assess whether burnout might affect your lives, giving you the insight needed to start your healing journey.


If you are navigating the challenges of burnout impacting your relationship and need immediate support, I’m here to help - please reach out. 

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